Tuesday, February 03, 2009
therapy
What do you want to talk about today, he asks me.

--I don't know. Nothing. I don't want to talk.
....

You know what just came into my head, he says, --the word 'violence'.
Why do you think that is?

I think about the person I don't want to talk about. Or think about. AlI the many secrets that fall under that category.

I think about the violence that hangs in the air with him and me, heavy and still, and that sometimes is present, alive, a bleeding, raw and bruised entity.

I think of how it's a living thing that runs through my life like a dark and tangled bloody vine binding me to a bed.

--I don't know, I lie.

I can't see my own arms and legs
or know if this is a trap or blessing,
finding myself back here, where everything

in this house has long been over,
kettle and mirror, spoon and bowl,

including my own body,
including the body I had then,
including the body I have now.
Margaret Atwood, Morning in the Burned House

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